1000 Questions in a Small Mind

Think.. yea think..!! What am I doing now. Have I thought about the consequences? What am I going to do if things don't happen my way. Is that right or am just star struck by the showy stuff. And now I am writing a blog, am writing this in an open space, ain't these things personal? Why in the first place then i chose to jot it down here?

Certain questions and all just in place at the same time. This is what my mind occupies all the time. I wonder if it takes some rest while i sleep and am too loosely sure of it. Bound to go crazy i suppose one day or may be just ending up in blowing all the neurons.

The tendency to think that much sometimes drives me insane but sometimes I feel its the only companion i have. You're less likely to feel lonely when your all occupied with thoughts of-course. Well the major question that pops out is that am I gonna get answers someday or they'll be questions for lifetime. I wonder if am the only one or I've got some friends there. May be they're gonna post replies on either case. People say that its good to think before you're sure enough to do the thing, but are people who don't follow not living? Awkwardly sometimes I feel they are having a better time and then there is jealousy not in its pure form but certainly there.

I personally agree though, it's not bad to be a thinker but its bad to be a deep thinker. I have eventually thought of two quick examples [like i said my mind is constantly thinking]

    Approaching a girl who is in bad mood and flirting with her will end up with a slap on your face. Definitely if you would have thought earlier you might have saved that.

    Approaching a girl, well it itself is a thought, you're not up there and just playing in your mind. Damn it, you're too late. Definitely if you hadn't thought that much you would be talking with her right now and not reading my post.

Now please don't end up thinking that my personal experience is involved in these examples. Huh I thought again and warned you, you can't get over things that are your habits so easily.

Now a thought again that should i change myself or am good like this? Well that's a second thing, I must be concerned with if i would be able to change? This is how I spend the major part of my life. And this is why am late for every aspect be it be my professional life or my personal life and when i look back a thousand questions arises again...!!!!

I just thought how many exclamations should i give above.